Empty Hearted Ocean


Most things that are in my head

connect straight to my heart.

It seems a clever endeavor,

a journey much apart

from sameness

of the game-ness,

yes, that functioning factory

of satisfactory.

These people,

they just talk and gab,

talk and gab,

and all are glib

on the surface

of this empty-hearted ocean

where I must swim profusely

with this tank on my back


Originally written in 2001, age 15



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